1. I've gotten a better job at a better place with a better pay.2. I've also managed to survive with one leg.
3. I went through 8 months of 4 hourly CAPD treatment and had to go back to hemodialysis because of CAPD failure (yucks hate that but what to do lah?)
4. Got admitted to the hospital many times like never before in my whole 34 years of life.
5. I've known to appreciate the person I love most in life.
6. I've got to know whom I can depend on.
7. I also got to know not to trust someone too much because the risk of being hurt is intolerable.
8. I've owned a better car, something I really like and appreciate.
9. My health deteriorates each day I am given the chance to continue living but I am living each day happily (kalau tak happy pun sendiri buat-buat happy. Well, you live once and you will end up being alone no matter how many friends you have around you - ingat, dalam kubur tu sorang-sorang je tau) so there's no point of being or showing u're unhappy.
10. I have also become very sensitive, grumpy at times and a little selfish but selfish bertempat I'm pretty sure.
11. My body is being cut and poked here and there like a fish on a chopping board.
12. I've learned to keep my depression and disappointment to myself.
13. I realised that things planned aren't necessarily going to materialize, even if you've paid for it (e.g. the canceled Sulawesi and Medan trip, sigh)
14. I am reunited with a long lost best friend, Bakhlis, through Facebook.
15. I received an iPhone from my darling. Yay!
16. I got to own more Superman apparels. Yay!
17. I had to sell Mr. Kelly (Sob..sob...)
18. I had a 'visit' from arwah mummy somewhere in November and
19. I had lost another leg 8 days before my 34th birthday.
What I hope to accomplish in 2010?
1. To be more independent
2. To continue working so that I can pay off my debts
3. To save money for rainy days
4. To love when loved. To give when given.
5. To appreciate the person(s) who appreciates me
6. To have a new pair of Baju Melayu for Aidilfitri - the same color as my darling's
7. To learn to live with hemodialysis and the fact that I may have to be warded many more times this year
8. To succeed in claiming for the MRTA insurance so that one burden will be lifted off my shoulders
9. To go for a domestic vacation
10. To own many more Superman apparels (heheheheh kaya la Metrojaya sebab ni)
Dah cukup ler tu... 10 je. Yang lain simpan dalam hati dulu ek... ada rezeki ada ler...
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